An open letter to social media influencers and bloggers

To all who’ve found a diet or a way of eating that has “saved your life” and want to tell the world. 

I’m going to write to you as a professional, a psychotherapist, who specializes in eating disorders and trauma, who works daily with humans who are struggling to make peace with food and their bodies, and I’m going to write to you as a human who had an eating disorder for over a decade of my life (and has now been in recovery for more than 12 years), and as a human who lives with a chronic illness. 

First, if you are someone who has found a diet or a way of eating that has helped you to heal an ailment or to feel better living in your body, especially if you’re someone like me who has really struggled with your health, I am truly happy for you.  I know how hard it is to be sick- it can be miserable, scary & make you feel desperate for answers.  I get it and do not fault anyone for seeking to feel better or doing what they need to feel better.  I believe it’s really important for all of us to find what works for us.  I am a firm believer that you are the expert on you & your body.  Your body- you decide. 

AND I have a lot of concerns when those who’ve found a way of eating that has worked for them begin to promote it to others without sharing the very real risks inherent in doing so!  This is dangerous & harmful.  That’s a bold statement & many may disagree but I hope you’ll read on a let me explain. 

Diets, dietary changes, “lifestyle changes,” (whatever term you wish to use) are NOT a “no risk” option.  When we ask someone to change the way in which they relate to food, we are prescribing what I believe should be viewed as a medical intervention with potentially life-altering implications.   

Regardless of the reason- if it’s for weight loss or to address a health condition- making changes to a person’s diet, the way they relate to food, is a big deal and should not be done without thorough consideration of the costs & benefits.  Just as I believe surgery is sometimes necessary, I am not against all dietary changes.  There are reasons why dietary changes are necessary or worth considering (allergies, Celiacs, Chron’s, etc), AND I believe we should always be discussing the costs and risks. 

Note: This blog is going to focus specifically on the dangers of dietary changes focused upon health concerns, and I recognize discussions of weight and health are often deeply intertwined.  I understand and will never judge someone for the desire to lose weight- our society conflates weight/size with health & beauty and has made thin an ideal.  And the evidence is quite decisive that weight loss diets are neither effective nor health-promoting (for more- article by Linda Bacon and Lucy Aphramor)

So- what is the risk of dietary changes?  First and foremost, there is the risk of developing an eating disorder or disordered eating.  The number one risk factor for the development of an eating disorder is dieting.  I know many will argue that dietary changes for health are not “diets”- I hear the distinction, and the reality is that when you begin to mess with someone’s diet, or their relationship to food, the risk of developing anxiety and preoccupation around food increases.  I see it everyday. 

Orthorexia is an eating disorder that develops when someone becomes fixated on “healthy eating,” to the point that it consumes their mental space and causes lots of anxiety around food. It may not have anything to do with weight or body size (it may be mixed in there but not necessarily).  Orthorexia can destroy someone’s life, and we need to be aware that many who may be following dietitians, health & wellness coaches or bloggers, may be especially at risk, so caution is needed. 

There are also costs beyond eating disorders or disordered eating.  The diets most commonly recommended for those with health conditions, sometimes also referred to as “therapeutic diets,” (elimination diets, anti-inflammatory, etc) usually require a person to purchase and prepare very specific foods.  It often requires an investment of finances & time.  That may be okay, even worth it for some, but it needs to be a consideration & discussion.

If we are truly concerned about health- as in the overall wellbeing of a person- we also need to ask about what a person might be sacrificing in order to follow this diet, especially if what they are sacrificing has health-promoting benefits.  For instance- maybe the increased expense means greater financial stress to pay their bills, or maybe to stay adherent to their diet plan, they’ll begin to avoid social gatherings with food, skip invitations to eat out with friends.  Following a strict diet that requires increased stress (financial, emotional) or social isolation can be detrimental to someone’s health.    

Maybe now the best thing I can do now is to speak personally… 

A few years ago, I became quite sick. I was facing debilitating fatigue, nausea & pain.  It was incredibly difficult and I was desperate for answers.  I saw numerous doctors & alternative medicine practitioners.  I tried prescription medication, supplements, acupuncture & herbs.  As an eating disorder therapist and someone in recovery from an eating disorder, I knew the problems with diets and I definitely knew the potential cost.  I was fairly opposed, at first, because it seemed in opposition to my values.

Here is where I’ll make a little confession- becoming so sick revealed to me that I did have some rigidity around being “non-diet”- my definition of “intuitive eating” lacked sufficient nuance, especially as I applied it to myself.  Moreover, there was fear.  Recovering from an eating disorder & learning to make peace with food and your body is not for the faint of heart.  I had done a lot of work and felt confident in my recovery.  AND I was aware that I was in an incredibly vulnerable space. Being sick is incredibly vulnerable. My body didn’t feel right and no one could tell me why.  I’d done all this work to focus less on how my body looked and to value my body for what it could do….and now my body wasn’t working.  (And therein lies another problem I discovered- there can be as much danger in valuing our body for its abilities as there can be in valuing it based upon appearance…but that’s another blog). 

I was looking for non-diet solutions yet I found little being said about how to manage a chronic illness from a non-diet approach.  Intuitive eating blogs didn’t have any tips on how to eat you are nauseous all-day every day.  The only people I could find who were speaking to experiences I was having were those who discussed ways of changing your diet. I found lots of blogs and books about how x diet or y diet had cured someone or “saved my life,” and all had assurances that there were “not diets,” just “nutrition facts” that’d help my body to heal.  To someone who is vulnerable and desperate, these words are powerful (I even knew a lot was hype…AND I was desperate). 

Without going into the details, I eventually did decide to try variations of elimination diets.  I did so with the support of a HAES, non-diet dietitian.  I did it because I was desperate and dietary changes kept being offered as a solution which eventually I felt like I needed to try.  I followed these diets for many months.  I had the financial means to order food from a food delivery company so it was expensive but not quite as time-consuming (b/c I knew myself and knew I spending the limited energy I had constantly preparing food was not going to improve my health).  I will not lie- there were some small benefits & improvements I saw while doing it.  AND it never healed me.  No matter what I ate or didn’t eat- my symptoms never fully abated. 

My elimination diets had MANY costs. It was expensive but even more it was mentally taxing.  I couldn’t just buy the foods I liked or just go to restaurant with friends without checking the menu ahead of time- I had to worry about the ingredients.  Many of the foods that had always brought me pleasure weren’t on my plan (and let’s me honest, the substitutes are rarely as satisfying).  I was having to monitor and assess my symptoms- trying to determine what food was helping or hurting.  With chronic nausea, eating already wasn’t a lot of fun much of the time….this diet took much of the remaining joy in eating away. 

As someone in recovery, I was continually checking-in with myself around my relationship to food.  I was very rooted in my recovery, had a lot of psychological & emotional resources to support me and still it was hard. I think it’s nearly impossible to have nausea nearly constantly and to not to develop some anxiety around food.  It’s hard to avoid that fear that this food will make you sick because that your fairly constant experience.  Staying neutral about food isn’t easy, and these type of elimination diets don’t make it easier.

Still I followed these diets because I had hope, I was desperate for it to help me. I really wanted an elimination diet to work, for there to be a food I could remove or a way I could eat that would make me feel better and give me back the life I’d had before.  And it didn’t, and that was also really hard. Eventually, I had to face the hard work of grieving and accepting this is the body I have (again, that’s another blog post).

At other moments in my recovery, I think all of this would have sent me spiraling back into my eating disorder. Thankfully, I had a lot of support in this process. I know myself, I’ve done my own work and worked in this field for enough years to have learned a lot.  I didn’t do it alone- I had professionals and friends supporting me, including a very compassionate and honest dietitian who helped me navigate every step.  I am okay but many will not be able to navigate these diets without harm.

I do not come to those of you who’ve found a way of eating that works for you with judgement.  I know what it’s like to seek solutions.  If you’ve found a solution- I’m glad. And my plea to you is to be wary that what worked for you could very well cause harm to another.  Many who are vulnerable get sucked into “therapeutic diets” and instead of improving their health, they now find themselves battling an eating disorder. 

Please, please, please- especially those of you with large platforms (bloggers, social media influencers):

Please consider the influence you may have over others as you “share your story and offer what worked for you” 

Please speak to the potential costs associated with a diets (or dietary change)

Please warn of the dangers of eating disorders and disordered eating 

Please consider NOT sharing the details of what you’re eating   


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I know there have often been weekends where I promised myself, “I’ll start over on Monday,” or “Monday I’ll get my act together.” Anyone else ever find themselves doing this?

If you do, I offer you lots and lots of compassion. The “do better tomorrow” mindset is endemic in our culture. It breeds a feeling of “never enough” and it’s hard. And it’s a major trigger for self-criticism and judgment- trying to shame ourselves into doing “better.” And it doesn’t work. Self-compassion invites us to be kind to ourselves exactly where we are.

Am I saying “never change” or “don’t purse growth”? Of course not.

I believe in our capacity to grow, to do hard things- I just believe it’s best done with self-compassion as our guide. I believe it’s best when we work WITH our bodies and our WHOLE selves- when we trust our inner wisdom. And I know this is really hard, especially when you’re struggling with issues related to perfectionism, body image concerns, disordered eating or self-acceptance.

As you are able, try not to manipulate or override your body’s cues or silence parts of yourself that may be scared or struggling. With as much kindness as possible, just listen and be with whatever is coming up for you. Our bodies are actually wonderful allies in our healing journey. I believe all those voices inside us (even the inner critic) are good parts of us, though their means may not be helpful but often their intentions and the needs they reveal are good. Self-compassion allows us to see this. Self-compassion allows us to reconnect with our bodies and our whole selves. It says- “this is hard and it’s okay to be where we are, it’s okay not to have all the answers, and maybe this is one small step we can take today to care for us. Let’s try this and if it’s a bust, that’s okay, too.”

And if this is hard for you, it’s okay to reach out for support. If you are struggling with food or your body- be it an eating disorder (anorexia, bulimia, binge eating disorder), struggles with body image or chronic dieting- or if you’re struggling due to a history of trauma or struggles with anxiety or perfectionism…these are not easy to face alone. I’d love to support you in the process.

Your pain matters, it's valid

Have you ever caught yourself invalidating your experience, your pain, because “someone else has it worse”? Comparison is the worst companion! It keeps us small and trapped in lies, unable to reach out & get the support we need!

So often I hear this from my clients ask: “Do I really NEED therapy? Maybe I didn’t try hard enough. Maybe I should just read another self-help book...” I hear clients, especially those with eating disorders, question if they are “sick enough.” Their body doesn’t “look sick,” they can still work or go to school, they haven’t yet experienced x or y symptom so clearly it’s “not that bad.” Honestly, I don’t blame my clients for this- if this is you, it’s not your fault. Our society has created a hierarchy around who “deserves” care, our medical establishment often still reinforces that somehow internal suffering should have visible’s ludicrous!

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I could go on a rant here but succinctly- YOU CANNOT “SEE” INTERNAL PAIN!! And one more rant: there is NO “SICK ENOUGH”- SIZE and/or MEDICAL COMPLICATIONS are NOT PREREQUISITES for diagnosis of an eating disorder nor do they determine your level of suffering!! Eating Disorders can, often do, have medical complications, but having “normal labs” does NOT mean you’re “fine.”

If you are struggling with food, if you feel out of control around food, maybe you feel like you’re “addicted” to food, or maybe you’ve tried every diet and they always end with a binge (that’s not just you- that’s the way diets end for most humans)…know that your pain matters. You don’t have to have a diagnosis of an eating disorder to get help. I work with lots of clients who’ve been chronic dieters, struggle with their body image or just want to make peace with food. No matter where you are- it’s okay!

And this can be said for many other struggles- just because you can go to work, doesn’t mean your depression or anxiety isn’t worthy of attention. Maybe you have panic attacks, or maybe you function well all day but then you’re mind races as you try to go to sleep. You don’t have to wait for it to get worse to get help. And a word on trauma- I think people are very quick to discredit their experiences as trauma. Often people say “it wasn’t that bad”- but if it’s still bothering you, if it still hurts- it matters. Just because the event happened 3 years go (or 25 years) ago doesn’t mean you should be “over it,” even if others are telling you should be.

If you are suffering, if you are in pain, please hear that is enough! If you say you’re in pain, I will believe you. Please know you never have to prove you are “sick enough.” Being a human saying, “I’m hurting, I need help”- that’s so unbelievably brave, I will honor that! I will listen. I will be with you in your journey & help you to find the next steps for you. You matter. Your pain is valid, it matters because it’s your experience & you matter!

If you feel like you need help, I hope you will reach out. I recognize there are many barriers to care- worthiness of pain should never be one of them. If you are struggling, you deserve compassion, you deserve compassionate care!

If you’re in the Atlanta area and interested in working with me, you can reach me via this website, or you can call or email me to set-up a time to speak. I’ll do a free 10-15 minute consulation with you by phone to answer any questions and we can explore if we’d be a good fit to work together.

Going to therapy is brave

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I was reflecting this weekend on my immense gratitude to do the work I do. It’s not easy to ask for help, it takes a lot of courage to walk through the door and share your story with a person you’ve just met, and it’s sheer bravery and resilience that brings you back after a hard session or challenging week. I know this, I feel it and I am so unbelievably honored and grateful for the humans who give me the privilege of sharing space with them each week! Thank you to all who have shared their struggles, their hurts, their shame, their hopes, their successes and always their resiliency with me.

I believe that therapy is centered on my clients, their lives, their’s not “about me” AND doing this work has absolutely changed me. I often hear clients express concerns about burdening me, and while I’ll never deny there are days it’s really hard, it is also one of my greatest honors in life to share space with my clients, even on the toughest days, and it’s sheer joy to witness their transformations.

To my clients (& to those in therapy elsewhere, or have been or are considering ever being in therapy)- please know how brave and valued you are!

My clients have been my greatest teachers. They have taught me how to not only be a better therapist but how to be a kinder, more compassionate & loving human. You have taught me about bravery & you make me braver in my own life. Thank you! You are warriors.

And to any who are fearful to take that step, to make the first call- even being here and considering it is brave, it is a first step. And know that regardless of the reason you are seeking help- maybe you’re struggling with anxiety, depression, struggling with your body image or binge eating, or maybe you’re feeling overwhelmed by how to support your child whose been diagnosed with an eating disorder, maybe you’re having flashbacks or nightmares about a trauma, or maybe you just feel stuck. Whatever the reason you found this page- I’m glad you’re here. Your pain is valid, your story matters and you deserve to be heard.

If you’re interested in working with me, know I’d love to speak with you and learn more about you. I’ll honor where you are and work at your pace. I’m here if and when you’re ready.